The main reason i decided to write this was to share with you an awakening I had when I was 17. It was a piece of writing that I did that sums up the philosopohy I have lived by ever since, as far as going after what you want in this world, what you need. The thought actually awoke me from my sleep and I had to write it down. It just fell out of me, coming from nowhere.
We are the imagination of ourselves, so stay true to your heart, as music is love, and love is the only truth!
TKF.
The Dreamer, I Have Awoken.
If I have no other half
Then I cease to exist.
This is why i am afraid to be alone.
This is why I look for false security
In anyone who will give it to me.
It is time to awaken,
Awaken from my depression
And finnally take control back of my emotions
And ultimately,
My life.
My body has taken the toll
For my mixed emotions.
At first I tried to build it up
As a defense, as a shield.
But slowly my armour withered away
And with it my sense of courage, hope and security.
This angusih my mind has been in
Has slowly eaten away at my body
Unbeknownst to me,
Like piece of fruit
That rots from the inside out.
I have been blind to this
And have let my armour
Rust away into nothing.
But slowly and surely
I am going to build it back up.
I am going to awaken from this nightmare of despair.
the simple answer…..
Chase my dreams!!!
I no longer want to dream anymore
And wait for everything to turn out right.
I have to go after what i want.
I have to go after what i need.
I am at the biggest crossroads of my life thus far
And it’s time to choose a path.
To chase my dreams or let them die.
Chase those untouchable dreams.
But who knows?
Maybe, just maybe
They aren’t that untouchable after all.